I was a smart girl with a bad habit

A couple of weeks ago I indulged in a mani / pedi at my local nail salon and picked up the February issue of Marie Claire to peruse while having my toes painted.

I came across an article that really left an impression on me – weeks later, I just keep thinking about how much I could relate to the story and how true I’ve found the points in the article to be.

The article is by Stephanie Young and is titled, Smart Girls, Bad Habits: Stop drunk-texting your ex, snacking late-night, and skipping the gym! New research into how the brain really works may help you get into a positive groove — once and for all.  I loved this article so much that I actually took pictures of it with my iPhone so I could remember what I read (LOL…they didn’t turn out so well), but fortunately I found the article here on the Marie Claire website if you’d like to read it in its entirety.

So – here’s the story:  a young woman is having problems managing her health, relationships, and financial situation.  She drinks too much, smokes like a chimney, and eats crappy food.

Much like the girl you see pictured here:

Yep, that’s me – around 2004 – 2005?  Ever-present cigarette in hand.

ALWAYS drinking.

Like whoa, skinny.

Always smiling…

But truthfully not that happy on the inside.

Why in the world would I want to show these pics of myself from so long ago, you ask?  Because I can hardly believe it’s me in those photos.   Because I have changed so much over the years that I feel sorry for that girl – and I’m not that girl anymore.  And because it all started with changing one bad habit.

OK – back to the article.  So, our protagonist decided to plan a trip to Egypt and knew she had to get in shape before such an active vacation.  Because of this plan, she started working out.  Then she started paying attention to what she ate and drank and quit smoking.  Over time, she started taking care of herself.  Next thing you know, girlfriend is running a marathon and is happily engaged to the man of her dreams!  Nice!

Again, this is where I can relate to the story.  You see, in the pictures above, I can see the unhappiness behind that empty smile.  I see a girl who is wasting away and not taking care of herself.  I see a girl who desperately needs to get her shit together.

I was living in a super small town, surrounded by some really great friends as well as some really bad influences.  I had no money, and any money I spent went to booze and cigarettes (and obviously not to groceries).  I basically could care less about anything, but knew that I wanted more for my life.  That’s when I was offered a job in Pennsylvania and took the plunge -I hauled all my crap up north of the Mason Dixon line and I started over in a new place.

Along with that move, I decided to change one bad habit:  smoking.  Now, this didn’t happen overnight.  But when I moved to PA, I decided that I was no longer going to take smoke breaks at work.  That’s it!  A small but manageable change…I really didn’t want to quit smoking, but I wanted to come across as more professional at my new job and thought that would help me appear so.

Then I met my future husband Trever (that’s a whole ‘nother story!).  I still smoked when we started dating, but for some reason, the more I hung around him,  the more I started to become interested in “health.”  Maybe it was because I was finally in a good, positive relationship?  I joined the local gym (but rarely went, HA!) and started reading Oxygen magazine.

And then about a year later, it hit me:  SMOKING SUCKS.  I mean, standing outside in the cold, freezing my little hiney off, and stinking to high heaven?  I was over it!  So I smoked my last cigarette, stubbed that bad boy out, and never looked back.

And that was the tipping point – changing one bad habit had a domino effect on my life!  I started to work out in earnest.  I started to EAT (novel idea).  I felt great!  My goals started to fall into place professionally, and I began to achieve successes in my career that I hadn’t dreamed possible.  My man and I grew closer to each other and eventually married.  My financial situation improved.  And now I’m happy, healthy, and full of energy:


So let’s face it:  I’m a work in progress.  But I truly believe that eliminating one bad habit was a catalyst for so many good things to happen in my life.

As our article explains:

 According to the latest studies, the brain clings to old routines — they’re  easy and conserve our decision-making neurons so we can save them for  problem-solving at work or figuring out what to wear in the morning. Habits become encoded — everything from brushing your teeth in the morning to buying a  new pair of shoes you don’t need to falling for the wrong guy over and over. We do them without thinking. “Without our habits, our brains would be overwhelmed  with details,” explains Duhigg. At best, habits are our brains’ way of  simplifying our lives and saving us stress and energy. At worst, they’re our  brains being lazy. But because habits are hardwired, the strategy is not to undo them. According to Duhigg, the trick is to replace a bad behavior with a better one.

So – question is:  what is one bad habit you can replace today with a good one?  What will you commit your energy to so that the positive domino effect can happen in your life?  Please share it with the world and make it happen today!!


5 thoughts on “I was a smart girl with a bad habit

  1. So nice to hear your story. Habits are hard to break, but so worth it when you do. What am I giving up? I’m going to do my best to break binge eating. When I binge, I think about purging and I really don’t want to get into all that again. I’ve been purge free for 8 years, but binging… never went away. I just gained the weight. So, it’s nice to finally get some kind of control back over my life.

    Btw, I have another blog friend named Kyra that is going to be in the same competition as you. Here’s her blog. 🙂 http://www.thegetinshapeworkoutplan.com/ . Anyway, I thought of all the people I friended on the internet, that you guys would be at the same competition!

    Ten days out, lady. I’m getting my dress altered today. I tried it on and trust me, that bad boy needs to be taken up… at least a little bit. But it’s a one shoulder dress and my shoulders finally look good enough in it! I’ll get a pic on my blog sometime soon. (I know I need more pictures on my blog, PERIOD!!!!)

    • Hey there! What a great habit to turn around and replace with something positive! It sounds like you are on FIRE with reaching your goals…that’s so awesome and I can’t wait to see how you are coming along. You’ve got this!

      I checked out Kyra’s site and she’s amazing! I’m definitely going to reach out to her through her blog…thanks for letting me know! Small world 🙂

  2. I could totally relate to this story. I also smoked, drank too frenquently and had financial issues, but a sudden move to california for a job opportuntiy changed all that. I can barely recognize my former self.

    Thanks for sharing your story!

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